In My Dreams I Hold a Knife

The breakout debut thriller from TikTok sensation Ashley Winstead.

'Tense, twisty, and packed with shocks' RILEY SAGER

Six friends. One college reunion. One unsolved murder.

Ten years after graduation, Jessica Miller has planned every detail of her triumphant return to Duquette university. Everyone will see who she wants them to see – confident, beautiful, indifferent. Not the girl she was before, back when Heather Shelby's murder fractured everything.

But not everyone is ready to move on. Someone is determined to make the guilty pay. When Jessica and her friends are reunited, they are forced to confront not only what happened that night, but the secrets they would do anything to hide.

Told in racing dual timelines, with a dark campus setting, In My Dreams I Hold A Knife is an addictive, propulsive read you won't be able to put down.

'Mordant' THE NEW YORK TIMES

'Fans of The Secret History, Ruth Ware, and Andrea Bartz will devour this... The last page will give you nightmares' AMY GENTRY

'A twisty, dark puzzle... Highly recommended' NEW YORK JOURNAL OF BOOKS

'Captivating' PUBLISHERS WEEKLY

'Beautiful writing, juicy secrets... and drumbeat suspense' ANDREA BARTZ

READERS LOVE IN MY DREAMS I HOLD A KNIFE!
'This was an insane thriller!... See for yourself if you can predict who the killer is.'
'I loved every minute'
'Tightly plotted and thought provoking'
'I loved it I loved it I loved it... Bloody. Forgiving. Unkind.'
'Was not obvious like some other books in the genre.'
'I seriously had a book hang over after this one.'