Afterlight
Format:Paperback
Publisher:University of Utah Press,U.S.
Published:24th Jul '26
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Winner of the Agha Shahid Ali Prize in Poetry
“When I wake I’m in ninth grade again,” begins “Reunion,” the first poem in Caleb Nolen’s debut collection Afterlight. These haunting, tender poems revisit the fraught adolescence of a group of boys growing up in the late 1990s and early 2000s.
Told through the voice of one of the boys who left and is later looking back, Afterlight navigates the silences left by absent fathers, early deaths, and a God who doesn't speak. Interwoven throughout are letters to saints and biblical figures: pleas for intercession and understanding that echo the speaker’s search for grace amid violence and loss. By the book’s end, the lost boys and the saints share the same hallowed space, their stories entwined. Written in plain, unsparing language, these poems reveal the tenderness within troubled masculinity and the ache of trying to love what has already vanished.
"The experience of reading Afterlight was a rare one for me. I couldn't stop turning the pages. It is a propulsive, almost primal read; grief, longing, sorrow, and sympathy swelled inside me, bursts of feeling I did not expect and could not control."—Jennifer Chang, from the foreword
"These spare, unadorned poems open in the fissures of memory. Childhood and adolescence in particular are explored via emotional snapshots that are both tough and immensely tender. One of the most remarkable things about this poet is an absolute clarity that transcends the literal, which gives him big range and authority. The book is wholly original in that the poems travel all the way back to the origins of what they confront, including brilliant forays into matters of religion and the subtle underlying violence of a rough childhood. More than a few of these poems moved me deeply. This is the strongest first book I've read in a very long time."—Chase Twichell, author of Horses Where the Answers Should Have Been
"The poems in Afterlight ask to be read in one sitting, to become immersed in the world that Caleb Nolen has (re)created. The poems circle around a handful of characters, some from Nolen's childhood, some from the Bible, and what is amazing is how each speaks to the other across time, how a dead friend can become Mark, how the speaker can become Judas. I am reminded of Larry Levis, of Richard Siken, in the way Nolen can narrate a life—grounding us in the mundane while reaching toward the sublime. The tension of revisiting those days ('those aisles of comedy and horror') shimmers from every page. These poems have the power of transformation built into them, always aware of the awful responsibility that invokes."—Nick Flynn, author of Low
"An exquisitely melancholy book grounded in the wounding rapture of brooding on all that has been left behind: childhood, a religion, now dead friends, a place that no longer feels the same because you yourself are not the same. These are remarkably intimate and clear-eyed poems about the past that we won't—even can't—let go even as we try to sidle away from it."—Brian Evenson, author of Open Curtain
"MySpace, Slipknot, 'smoking weed/ out of a Dr. Pepper can'; random violence, God, and friendship. Caleb Nolen's Afterlight is a book of poems that read like linked stories about growing up in a rural American landscape starving for human value. How poetry found this poet is part of the mystery he invites us to consider: 'No one gave me this task. It has been/useless for a thousand years.' In plainspoken, subtly measured and enjambed lines, Nolen recounts a prodigal son's story, where religion (Christianity) is both the poison and the way the world is recovered. By the time we get to the heart-breaking poem 'The Deal,' we understand the stakes of this collection: 'I swore that if he showed himself/ just this one time, I'd never ask for anything again.'"—Nate Klug, author of Hosts and Guests
ISBN: 9781647692988
Dimensions: 203mm x 140mm x 10mm
Weight: 113g
64 pages