This Did Hurt
What I wish I’d known about our stretched maternity services
Format:Paperback
Publisher:Saraband / Contraband
Published:29th Oct '26
Should be back in stock very soon

A refreshingly down-to-earth story about one woman's pregnancy, childbirth – and the harsh realities of today's NHS maternity care.
Sarah Close's journey begins with excitement, anticipation and all the plans that a first pregnancy brings. But it doesn’t take long for those plans to start going awry. Soon she is struggling to navigate missed warning signs, bewildering bureaucracy and unexpected turns – including a potential disaster that is only narrowly averted. Her story is often dark, but it is also relatable and packed with warmth, wit and unsentimental honesty.
This is a book for every woman whose pregnancy and birth did not go to plan, or who has felt overlooked in a healthcare system under pressure. It’s for anyone who wants to know what’s really going on behind the doctor's curtain – and for the hard-pressed staff trying to hold everything together.
Highly readable, candid and frequently laugh-out-loud funny, This Did Hurt takes us behind the headlines to explore what happens when maternity care is pushed too far.
'This Did Hurt is such a compelling read that I found it almost impossible to put down. In an account of her struggles with fertility, two pregnancies and two traumatic births, Sarah Close does a brilliant job of conveying the Kafkaesque experience of dealing with NHS maternity services. Close’s description of the numerous shortcomings in maternity care in the UK is shocking and sometimes harrowing, but at the same time, she has a lightness of touch that makes the book immensely readable and, at times, very funny. Anyone who is serious about improving maternity care – politicians, doctors, midwives and policymakers – should start by reading this book.'
-- Dr Kim Thomas, Birth Trauma AssociaISBN: 9781916812772
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240 pages
Paperback original