Touched by the Presence
From Blondie's Bowery and Rock and Roll to Magic and the Occult
Format:Hardback
Publisher:Inner Traditions Bear and Company
Published:1st Jan '26
Should be back in stock very soon

A memoir of magic, rock and roll, and becoming who you are
• Traces the author’s journey from bassist and founding member of Blondie to writer on consciousness and the esoteric tradition
• Explores his involvement in Gurdjieff’s Fourth Way, Crowley’s Thelema, and his relationship with the bestselling author Colin Wilson
• Reveals how an early love of comic books, science fiction, and fantasy led him to the esoteric tradition
Not many members of the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame are also recognized authorities on the Western inner tradition. Gary Lachman is. In 1978, Blondie released the top-ten hit “(I am Always Touched by Your) Presence, Dear.” Gary Lachman (then Gary Valentine) had written the song for his girlfriend after the series of shared dreams and telepathic experiences they had. Thus started his lifelong obsession with the potentials of consciousness.
In this memoir, Lachman recounts how he went from being a successful rock and roller to a writer on consciousness and the Western inner tradition. He shares encounters with rockers such as the Ramones, New York Dolls, Patti Smith, the Rolling Stones, David Bowie, and Iggy Pop and also his time with Timothy Leary, William Burroughs, and Allen Ginsberg. Living with Blondie’s Debbie Harry and Chris Stein on New York’s Bowery, a block from CBGB, the birthplace of punk rock, Lachman discovered occultism via a follower of Aleister Crowley.
Post rock and roll, Lachman’s occult studies brought him to the Golden Dawn, Manly P. Hall, Gnosticism, and a stint in Crowley’s O.T.O. He details his time in the Fourth Way, including a visit to the site of Gurdjieff ’s Institute for the Harmonious Development of Man in France, and his years studying philosophy and literature and working as a science writer while managing a famous metaphysical bookshop at the height of the New Age movement. Excursions to Stonehenge, Avebury, and Glastonbury in search of ley lines and pilgrimages to Colin Wilson’s home in Cornwall are a few of the highlights of this introspective, often humorous account of a nascent writer’s struggle from rock and roll to individuation.
“With the perspective of time and the confirmation of evidence, Gary Lachman has proven himself to be a formidable writer with a serious, thoughtful, investigative mind. It seems obvious why we wanted Gary for Blondie the very first time Clem Burke introduced him to us. Amor Fati.” * Debbie Harry, cofounder and lead vocalist of Blondie *
“I’ve known Gary since he was nineteen. I’m not sure what I thought he might become later in life, but his being an expert on spirituality and the occult makes perfect sense.” * Chris Stein, cofounder and guitarist of Blondie *
“As a fan of Gary Lachman’s work, I was interested to find out how a musician goes from Blondie to the absolute expert on all things esoteric. Not just a memoir but an education.” * Johnny Marr, guitarist and songwriter of The Smiths *
“In these pages, we learn what has secretly driven Gary Lachman all these years—from rock music, through Nietzsche, a near electrocution, Faculty X, and Silver Age comics, to endless insights into magic, the occult, the evolution of consciousness, and superhuman powers. We learn what it means to be ‘touched by the presence.’ This is a profound read by a real reader and a real writer.” * Jeffrey J. Kripal, author of How to Think Impossibly *
“Gary Lachman is one of the world’s foremost historians of esoteric culture, having written seminal books about Blavatsky, Steiner, Swedenborg, Jung, Ouspensky, Colin Wilson, Aleister Crowley, and many others. His newest book, Touched by the Presence, is a deep dive into his mind and his incredible journey. This book describes an amazing transformation from an abusive childhood, to becoming a near-homeless vagabond, and then a Rock and Roll Hall of Fame inductee, to his present career as an intellectual of high standing. While the book is a tribute to Lachman’s creativity and his humanity, what stands out to me is his unwavering curiosity about the deepest philosophical problems facing contemporary humans.” * Jeffrey Mishlove, Ph.D., host of the New Thinking Allowed YouTube channel *
“In this compelling autobiography, Gary Lachman, former iconic pop musician turned author, vividly describes his inner and outer odyssey and the key people, movements, and books that have influenced him. He tells a riveting personal story that is full of fascinating observations on life, literature, culture, books, places, and more." * Christopher McIntosh, author of Occult Germany, Occult Russia, and The Call of the Old Gods *
“In Touched by the Presence, former Blondie rocker Gary Lachman has written a zestful and inspirational memoir. A late baby boomer who grew up in a dysfunctional New Jersey family, he discovered music as a path of escape during the vibrant 1970s counterculture that spurred his life pivot to writing lucid books on spirituality and consciousness. Highly recommended!” * Edward Hoffman, Ph.D., author of Paths to Happiness *
“Fluid and articulate, Touched by the Presence is at heart a bibliophile’s memoir, delivering wide-ranging assessments of 20th-century philosophers and literary thinkers by an avid young reader who devoured them while undergoing a major life transition from being a member of a world-famous band to a prolific writer on distinctly off-the-grid metaphysical subjects. Spanning twenty years from the 1970s through the 1990s, the story is as much about the books Lachman encounters on this journey as the people. And the satisfying Act I–style ending leaves him and us poised on the brink of this new life, wondering what comes next.” * Victoria Nelson, author of On Writer’s Block *
ISBN: 9798888503119
Dimensions: 229mm x 152mm x 28mm
Weight: 787g
392 pages