Indian Winter

A queer writer travelling through India can't escape the regrets of his past, nor the impending ruin of his present.

Indian Winter finds itself where the travel diary, the Künstlerroman, poetry, and autofiction meet through a narrative focussed through a queer writer of colour grieving for a beloved.

Indian Winter begins with a narrator trying to write about a long-ago lover whose death he has just learned of. While on this journey into memory, he flees his current faltering relationship in search of new friendships and intimacies. Inspired by Antonio Tabucchi's Indian Nocturne, and by the writings of Anaïs Nin, Rachel Cusk, and Carole Maso, among others, Indian Winter finds itself where the travel diary, the künstlerroman, poetry, and autofiction meet. But the heartbreak brought on by his unravelling relationship and his family's inability to accept his queerness cannot be outrun; as he traverses India, our narrator can't help but repeatedly encounter himself and the range of love and alienation he has within.