Shade it Black

A searingly honest account of what it’s like to be a female Marine at war working the grim job of collecting the remains of the dead. Jess Goodell, the Marine, and John Hearn, her co-writer, have written this book with beauty, strength and courage. Above all, the book makes us face the truth of how war destroys us, inside and out * Helen Benedict, author of the Lonely Soldier: The Private War of Women Serving in Iraq *
Shade it Black is hard to pick up and difficult to put down. It is an unfathomable account of the horrifying and unimaginable experience of being a woman marine in the mortuary affairs unit. That Jessica can function and write this account is a testament to her strength and endurance but the problems she experienced when returning to civilian life clearly underscores the desperate need for services specifically tailored for women veteran’s unique physical and psychological needs. * Phyllis Greenburger, MSW, President & CEO, Society for Women’s Health Research (SWHR) *
Jess Goodell's Shade It Black is a must read for anyone seeking "the ground truth" about what it is like for a woman to join, train and serve as a US Marine, particularly in theater. Her deeply personal account about deploying for a year with a Mortuary Affairs unit offers a unique and fresh perspective on the Iraq war. The story is especially relevant when the unit returns home to find that their experiences continue to haunt them. Goodell describes a heart-rending lack of support from the Armed Services in dealing with the psychological issues that surface after discharge from the military. This book is not for the faint-hearted but it is chock full of provocative compelling, memorable writing about what it is like to be a female in the fiercely male culture of the Corp and then a veteran in a society that takes little or no ownership of the war. * Celia Straus, author of Hidden Battles on Unseen Fronts *
In this absorbing memoir, Iraq veteran Goodell recounts her service, the brutal, sexist culture of the Marine Corps, and her struggle to adapt to the world upon her return from Iraq. After enlisting, Goodell volunteered to serve with the Marines' first declared Mortuary Attachment in Iraq's Al Anbar province, in 2004. The Mortuary Attachment platoon was responsible for doing "what had to be done but that no one wanted to know about": they "processed" the bodies of U.S. and other soldiers killed in combat, so that they could be identified and returned to their families. She describes in gruesome detail what this involved, and how it affects the soldiers who care for their comrades in this way. She rubbed up against a Marine Corp culture that includes routine indignities ...outright misogyny ... and sexist marching cadences. Coming home, unable to gain weight or sleep or relax and unprepared for post-service life among a population that had no idea of who she was or what she had gone through, Goodell began to come apart. Her memoir is a courageous settling of accounts, and a very good read. * Publishers Weekly *
Women fought to be treated as the equals of men in the U.S. military, and now some of them find they're equal to men in another way: post-traumatic stress disorder. * www.lvrj.com *
Shade It Black is a powerful, direct and honest account of one Marine’s experiences in Iraq. It is a story of trauma and struggle, but also of integrity and ultimately growth. For me, the twin themes of trauma and posttraumatic growth in this book recalled Somerset Maugham’s classic, The Razor’s Edge * W. Keith Campbell, Ph.D., Department of Psychology, University of Georgia *
More impressionistic than journalistic, Goodell’s verbal images are visceral, as keen as you will find in contemporary combat non-fiction * Military Times *